diplomacy

Hai. I know it's been so long and maybe tetiba je tulis mcm nak mengadu ah kan, tp eh suka hati aku lah kan blog aku gitu engko. I'm actually wanted to write here because maybe I don't have any platform for now, but just hanya this moment je aku perlukan platform utk meluah kepada benda hidup,  tapi xde. So its like my blog is to the rescue. It 1 am in the morning so dah masuk hari jumaat. My life in this week, if I can summarize,  mcm drama melayu daa. Haih some things I opt to keep in secret cuz its meant to be,  tapi ni nak cerita psl event (read:kecelakaan) yang terjadi tadi malam. Now I know mcm mana rasanya kena attack dgn strangers. Like seriously bitches, you should learn to be civil , oh cmon we're living in the 21st century common diplomacy cakap baik2 xbole ke? Jangan kurang ajar sgt dah lah mcm tu defensive xkena tempat. Aku xpernah jumpa org mcm ni. And for the first time juga aku , mira and putri mcm confront dgn org yang kami xkenal pun. Strangers. Nasib weh kau, kitaorg confronted cara baik bukan mcm kau kasar nak mampus xda manners.  Shame on you lah. Wlaupun Yang sebenarnya nak je aku lempari makian kat muka kau, tapi I won't give you point to use it back to me and of course we're educated people kena lah berdiplomasi.  Kot ya pun tak educated,  cakap biar lembut xbole eh? Kata org timur sopan santun simpan mana kak ? I won't cerita what was exactly happened tadi but like I said, I need platform suka hati I lah. Ni nak buat suka hati xpa sbb xkacau pun hidup org lain. Kahkah. Tapi nak ckp lah minggu ni aku penat sgt dgn drama,kisah cinta swdih,cerita serem, generally. Okay lah, bai.

P/s: minggu ni bnyk juga aku encounter dgn pengalaman pertama ie. Events yabg seumur hidup aku xpernah rasa tapi dah tau dh skrg.

dysfunction.

"when you pretending something doesn't hurt when it's literally killing you."

but no dude, no, i'm just kidding. my sensory nerve receptor dysfunction makes me ain't feeling anything.
serious bro.


ok fine. i'm just a snowman built with snow and not a human.

#hambar

exaggeration.

when will you tend to exaggerate things up ?

 well i guess, when you're in pain, hurt, vain,when things don't go like you wanted, or maybe you just one big ball that full with unstable emotions.

20.

officially twenty. :)
 " i'm blessed with love from my loved ones. thank you, from the bottom of my heart, thank you :) "

just because.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start.

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Don't speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

monster.

CLOSE ENOUGH !

This time, this place
Misused, mistakes
Too long, too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance, just one breath

Just in case theres just one left

Cause you know

You know, you know

That I love you, I have loved you all along

And I miss you, been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go

Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

One my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

Cause with you I'd withstand

All of it to hold your hand

I'd give it all, I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

Cause you know

You know, you know

That I love you, I have loved you all along

And I miss you, been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go

Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

So far away, been far away for far too long

So far away, been far away for far too long

But you know

You know, you know

I wanted

I wanted you to stay

Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

I love you, I have loved you all along

And I forgive you for being away for far too long

So keep breathing cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it, hold on to me, never let me go

Keep breathing cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it, hold on to me, never let me go

Hold on to me, never let me go

Hold on to me, never let me go

far away by nikelback  

i keep hitting repeat,listening to this song and i wonder why.