rant.

"Girl, I promise you one thing, stick to ONE boy and there will never, ever be any 'drama'."- teetia

yup.perfect. this will work perhaps, well at least the 'drama' will be in the two of you only. 

love letter.

assalamualaikum lovebirds :)

it's been like ages not updating my lovely blog. eventho memang tgh cuti tapi sumpah malas.-.- like a boss gitu. this is bad.sambung belajar balik mesti merana gila sebab otak lambat pick up. -.- dah terbiasa dimanjakan. anyways, xmau lah bebel panjang2 psl kemalasan aku bkn bole ubh pun.haha. so now, i want to share with uolls my will, my dream for my lovelies in the future:)

first of all, sudah tentu kesayangan selepas Allah, my lovely mom and handsome dad.dear mom and dad, i love you guys so much.itu sudah tentu.eventho mmg jarang berlovely dovey dgn mama dan pa, jrg mengungkapkan kata2 sayang. mama , i just want you to know you're the best mom in the world.selalu sabar dgn sikap along yang kdg2 tak dengar cakap. thank you for your endless love ma :') wlaupun im not perfect daughter to you tapi as what im promised i will do anything that will make you proud of me in other words along akan jadi anak yang berguna and berbakti ,anis,inang,jasmine too. and mama xkan rasa menyesal ada along . papa,eventho we're rarely interact with each other, tapi along tahu papa orang yang paling ambil berat pasal along and adik2. very protective indeed and i understand why it is so. i'm grateful to have a father like you. though i know whatever that you did for me is for my own good, kdg2 along xpatuh.anak remaja biasalah-.- always there to be the one that guide me,jaga and penceramah tetap lagi tak berbayar untuk along bila perlu supaya along xsalah langkah. and yes dad. you're the first man that i love the most before my future husband. hihi.:)

dear bestfriends,yang dari tadika, sekolah rendah,menengah, asasi and bestfriends in the future, thankyou guys for always there for me. always jadi pengkritik terbaik,selalu mengingati and member nasihat membina untuk gua.understanding and you guys knows mcm mna aku yg sesungguhnya and menerima segala kekurangan dan kecacatanku. haha.i love you guys, sangat2 hokay. grouphugs ! :)

dear future husband,
sayang! i don't know where you are right now, adakah kita pernah berjumpa, or adakah my baby giant is my perfect match. well i do really hope so:) sayang, jaga diri baik2 okay. i pun janji akan jaga diri i baik2 untuk you. i hope you boleh terima segala kecacatan i.dari fizikal ke perangai i yang kadang2 macm budak2. i know, annoying right tapi nak buat mcm mna.haha. tapi jangan risau baby,i pasti akan terima you apa adanya. i akan jadi yang terbaik untuk you.takkan ada orang lain akan mecintai you lebih dari i. always there with you though sickness and health. susah senang i selalu berada di sisi you.penyokong no 1 you. sudah tentu i setia orangnya kan.hihi. i akan lebihkan you dari segala-gala,tau sayang. sebab i kan you punya tulang rusuk :) nanti ,i harap bila dah kawin kita akan jadi pasangan yang matang and bahagia. you boleh membimbing and jaga i dan anak-anak kita. you lah ketua. skill leadership mestilah ada kan.heh. jadi you boleh uruskan rumahtangga kita and i pun nak jadi istri yang boleh uruskan you. i mean keperluan and mejaga you lah sayang :)  i tahu you baik orangnya. wlaupun kalau you nakal, tp sayang, sikit2 je la okay.yela i faham.manusia kan. i pun degil nak mampus.hihi. tapi yang pasti, i tahu you akan jadi yang terbaik buat i and anak-anak. kita sama-sama perbaiki diri ya sayang before kawin, untuk anak-anak kita :') i love you sayang. sangat-sangat. harap jodoh kita berkekalan ya sayang? bukan ke anak cucu ja tapi dunia akhirat. biar romantik gitu hehe ;)

dear my future kids,
mama gonna love you'll lebih dari diri mama tau. mama harap nnt mama dapat jadi mama yang baik lagi cool untuk ank2 mama. mama janji akan berusaha membina hidup yang selesa untuk korang.before that kena lah study tinggi2 ye dok, supaya dpt keja gaji bagus. hehe.boleh lah belikan apa yg ank2 mama nak, tapi mama xkan lah manjakan korg sgt dgn harta.tak boleh lah. nnt korg xreti bersyukur pula.  my lovelies, mama akan didik korang jadi ank yg baik, fill u with good religious background. selalu igt , Allah pencipta kita. jangan pernah lupa itu,jgn pernah lupa berdoa and bersyukur kepada-Nya. jangan pernah lupa kami juga, ur mummy and daddy :)  mama tau semua ank mama , anak yg baik kan. bila dah pandai berkawan tu, haa pandai2 lah cari kwn yg bole di harap and baik. jgn lupa bg kenal kat mama okay. haa, lg satu jgn risau my babies, mama akan sentiasa ada untuk korang. mama akn jd pendengar and penasihat terbaik korg. mama mau jd mcm bestfriend yang memahami and selalu dekat dgn korg semua. so bole la mama detect if korg ada tersalah langkah ke kan. heh. nnt bila dah jd ank remaja cabaran dunia lg besar. cabaran terbesar pd mama dan papa la tu smpailaa korng suma dah kawin. my babies, jd ank yg baik ok. jgn buat benda2 xelok,jgn isap rokok bahaya, though maybe  papa kamu pernah isap rokok.-.-haha selalu jaga solat ya kesayangan mummy semua. noted that. jgn mempermainkan perasaan org, nnt karma. for my son(s) jgn jd kaki pompuan okay.nono mama xsuka. jaga adik pompuan baik2.jd lelaki gentleman and berguna pd bngsa and agama. my daughter(s) jaga diri baik2, jgn percya sgt lelaki ni tau.jgn mudah terpengaruh.jaga maruah mama and papa okay sayangs ? yang pasti, mama and papa akan jd yg terbaik buat kamu semua. mama akn buat apa saja asalkan ank2 mama hidup dlm keluarga yang bahagia.insyaAllah mama akn prepare good life, future for you'll. im gonna love you guys with all my heart my babies :')

okay itu saja lah.hihihi. letter utk ank2 pon ada.impian aku ni-.-' haha. if my children and huband baca ni msti ketawakan i.-.- tp at least korg tau betapa saya sayang kamu sekalian :) kbai !

thought of you.

"You are my sugar rush, my cocaine bliss, my illegal high,. You’re an addiction that I always fail to resist."

the beginning.

Assalamualaikum muggles:)

Alhamdulillah everything is just fine. hell ya i'm talking bout my result. thankyou Allah,thankyou mom and dad, thankyou lecturers terutama miss saliza.haha, thankyouu friends and of course my love.i was so over thinking bout the result for these past few days sampai dah lupa acane nak berkomunikasi-.- frankly, i may not be proud as i know i can do way better than this. i did my study but that night i didnt go though all topics of law and what happened was that the law questions was way from expectations. but hey, i did it and thats all really matter. insyaallah i'll be pursuing my degree in law with the girlfriends :) congratulations girls. and to the other ex prelawrians did excellent as well. this is just the beginning and as hope and pray that we all manage to get good outcomes from this.

wordless monday

the personality.

assalamualaikum (:

so i just read typer's latest entry and thinking of doing the same thing.hihi.(ceh padahal taktau nak tulis apa) and this one credit to the atyqah rose (:

DECEMBER=BEAUTY

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in 
everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in 
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, 
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of 
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn 
and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts 
others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. 
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves 
to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and 
neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves 
travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.


i'd say this 89% true. patriotic ? *krik krik active in games and interactions soo not me.haha.having lots of ideas ? err having lots of lame ideas adalah-.- sickness in neck and ear never have 'em but nose and spine often.haha. and having many children ?? what the ? :O noo dua cukup lahh (: 

you are the best.

assalamualiakum.


semenjak aku menjadi suri rumah sepenuh masa nih, semua benda aku take part dalam rumah.lagi-lagi aku kan membawa title seorang sulung.
actually, adakah menjadi sulung itu best ? 
hurm let see, when i was little, dah di beri tanggungjawab jaga adik2.no excuses. apa pun jadi , adik2 kena di utamakan alaa macam rakyat di dahulukan, pencapaian di utamakan gitu. *tetiba. apa-apa adik yang di utamakan so ini di terapkan dlm semua aspek ya.paling meyampahkan, apa-apa kena mengalah dari baju, makanan dan channel tv sekalian tempat duduk yang strtegik. kena bagi pinjam laptop dikala on9 sebab adik mau buat folio kajian tempatan. kena belikan manila kad untuk project sains adik masa tengah mandi. kena cebok adik masa tengah tengok wayang.*ok over. yang penting, so not cool . 
 aku memang jarang boleh merayap kena jaga adik2 tapi kalau adik2 takda pun tak boleh gak. my dad tegas woo. kalah bapak polisi.
kalau tengah bersiar-siar bersama family ataupun pergi kenduri rumah orang, kena jaga adik2,jangan pegang benda-benda terlarang,dont itu dont ini.lagi geram kalau dont dont aku tuh tak di hiraukan langsung, siap di malukan lagi dengan menarik rambut ku or di tampar di khalayak ramai kadang-kadang. aku pulak, TETAP menampilkan muka cool lagi vogue padahal dalam hati mau saja aku buang budak nih ke Antarctica. kalau jadi papa kat adik walaupun bukan salah aku tetap aku yang disalahkan -.-
Oh, tugas pembantu dapur sudah tentulah aku punya. Dari basuh pinggan mangkuk, ke potong bawang, ke goreng kacang, ke potong timun, basuh cili, kopek telur eh macam mau masak nasi lemak ja mama aku ni :p
nanti bila aku ada lesen,wajib lah hantar adik2 aku ke sekolah tapi bab nih takpa. aku tak kesah sgt memandangkan keputusan aku nak menjadikan driving sebagai hobi baru bila ada lesen nnt.hihi.
jadi best ka jadi kakak yang paling tua ?
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jawapannya best.
sebab sekarang kakak boleh suruh adik2 ku buat kerja! hahaha
kau komplen , aku jawab, kau diamm ehhh aku kan kakak  ! :p








  

laptop ku laptop mu juga

assalamulaikum :)
*abaikan tajuk di atas.

hello my dear blog and hi muggles x) terasa awkward lagi janggal pulak lama tidak di hapdate blog ini. bersawang sudahh. memang saya malas. okbai.
anyways, aku terasa seperti nak bercakap pasal laptop pulak, since laptop nebloga mengalami kerosakan yang teruk sampai nggap bisa dibaiki lagi. totally death. ishish,ntah apa ja yang terjadi sampai boleh macam tu. kann, now have to buy a new onee.
so dengan semangatnya i want to share a lil bit macam mana nak kekal kan awet muda laptop ekau ekau sekalian. BIG DONT YA.INI SERIUS TU PASAL BERGARIS.

tapi sebenaqnya cek buukan pandai sgt pun bab-bab nak menjaga laptop nih. hewhew. aku la mahkluk yang suka angkat lappy guna dua jari saja,siap boleh terpinjak lappy lagi. naseb baik aku ringan tak jugak dia pecah.hewhewhehwhehwhehwhehhehwhehwehhewhehwhweh ok stop.

so langkah berpantang pertama:
1) dont eat and drink infront of your laptop. takukah anda manusia nih mmg creature yang cuai,jadi for safety tak pyh nak gatal mkn minum sambil tgk movie.multitasking konon (wlaupun aku kdg2 buat gak) because spilled liquids and fallen food crumbs and bits can easily damage the sensitive circuitry inside your laptop. tapi kalau degil sgt, pastikan kau jaga jarak kira2 10m ke dari laptop kau tuh kan.

this is not funny jah.

2) jangan letak sebarang jenis barang atas laptop. macam lah tak da tempat lainkan.ataupun kalau kau berangan nak jadi scientist terpikir nak buat uji kaji letak mug berisi milo panas atas laptop apa jadi. please la cari experimen yang lagi cool and bijaksana. tapi kalau bapa kau kaya suka hati kau lah kan labu.

ni mcm nak menunjuk pula motifnya tp lantak lah yg penting,jgn letak mouse sekalipun 

spt gmbr di ats. hewhew

3) dont use laptop for too long man. kau igt kuat sangat ke laptop kau tuh ? kalau dia ada mata menangis darah dia kepenatan dek kau guna dia pagi petang siang malam.lagi satu, tak sembayang ka weh menghadap laptop je keje. ha jawab ! hahahah

4) gunakan la kipas laptop ataupun laptop cooler jika menggunakannya dlm masa yang lebih sejam. sebab nnt terlampau hot laptop kau tuh nnt mati cepat dia sbb organ dalaman tergangu. murah aje punn. tapi aku pun tak tau knp aku beli tapi xpkai.hahahah. siap bagi tinggal kat stor merbok lagi-.-

wah.comewwnyeww

5) next, get your laptop a carrying bag so boleh lah kurangkan risk of breaks if contohnya it dropped accidentally or being bumped.or kau termelatah sampai nak buang laptop ke laut. manusia kan cuai +gila sikit. isish.

okay. rasanya cukup sampai 5 tips. selamat beramal.

tiba-tiba aku jumpa gambar ini tadi.

whatttt theee ?-.-''''

 hmm, selain cuai manusia juga gatal dan kreatif kan.

p/s: aku dah ada twitter weh! hahaha. aku tau aku ketinggalan zaman lagi klasik org nya. maka, follow lah aku ya. jadi x, pantun aku ? hewhewhew. kbai.

haha. nice x)

#story

we've (anis and i ) been searching for makcik's books that mom borrowed since before the hari raya aaand yesterday, finally we found it! ehem, I found it okayyy. heh.*bangga. supposed masa hari raya tuh makcik kata mau ambik the books thats why lah mom suruh cari(mama always like that-.-) tapi dia lupa tagih. maybe sebab sebok raya kan.and today makcik kata mau datang rumah and fortunately kami dah jumpa buku dia. hee.anyways, my point is that why, why, sekarang buku tu baru jumpa ? mama kata xda di tempat lain, di dlm bilik dia ja tu buku. cari di situ saja. soo kami yang memang anak2 yang patuh nih cari kat bilik dia sahaja. -.- aku and adik aku stress lah semua segi celah2 bilik tuh di jejaki tapi xdapat jugak,heran herann. akhirnya i've made my decision cari kat tempat lain, first spot ,rak buku depan bilik mama. and haah! ada! -.- *speechless.
moral of the story,kalau lah aku tak ikut ja cakap mama yang mengatakan buku tuh hanya akan ada di bilik dia,sebulan empat hari lalu aku dah jumpa buku2 tuh. so people, sometime we have to break the rules and follow your instinct. :p;p boleh takk kaitkan ? hahaha.
anyways ive been craving for Japanese crepes.oh mann,lamanya xmakan natang tuh. aaah! bestnya petang2 makan Banana Chocolate Crepe or Strawberry Cheesecake Crepe bersantai di tepian pantai dan bukan gantang ya kawan-kawan. dan bercakap pasal japanese food, aku jugak rindu nak makan kat edo ichi ngn fnaputri(org wajib ada) and the others.

yummmehh!

hewhew.

 edo echi.

 p/s : giant, i want you to  belanja  eat with me the crepes one :p

#lol

Sepasang kekasih di kedai makan.
GF : u tau x rokok ni blh wat u cpt mati?
BF : mane ada. Jodoh ajal maut semua kat Tuhan yang tentukan.


GF : hmmmm...berapa banyak u habiskan duit untuk rokok?
BF : satu kotak Dunhill RM10. Perghh! Feeling.


GF : satu hari satu kotak. seminggu RM70. Sebulan RM2,100. Setahun RM25,200...ayg mula isap rokok bile?
BF : pandai math u ni...dri tingkatan 2. kenapa?
GF : skrg ayg punya umo 24. 24-14=10.. and then RM25,200 darab dengan 10 dapat RM252,000! 


Banyakkan yang u dah bazirkan dlm tempoh 10 tahun.
BF : so? I ade mintak duit kat u ke nak beli rokok? Tak adakan?!
GF : memanglah takda tapi kalau u tak merokok and u simpan skrg u dah boleh beli Skyline ke... Evo ke... semua boleh!
BF : u hisap rokok x yang?
GF : Tak yang...kenape tanye mcm 2?
BF : kalau u x isap rokok mcm i...mane Skyline u n mane evo u ?
GF : !@#$%^&*

BSN -degree

soo,EX- pre lawrians , kita masuk degree February next year ? :O

well, hope boleh lah terus masuk degree bulan dua tahun depan ya ! #pray 

so word Wednesday.

#A true friend is someone who accepts your past, supports your present & encourages your future.


#Don’t expect to find the right person if you aren’t willing to let the wrong one go.


#if someone stick by your side through your worst times, then they deserve to be with you through your good times.


#that awkward moment when silence isn't an awkward until someone says it is.


#There are 3 sets of words that can instantly make a woman smile: “You are beautiful” “I miss you” & “I love you.”


#if plan “A” doesn’t work, just remember there are 25 other letters in the alphabet.


#That awkward moment when you make a Harry Potter reference and none of the muggle’s get it.


#that awkward moment when you're trying to tell a story but nobody is listening to you.


#You’re as useless as the “ay” in “okay”.


#Good things comes to those that wait, but better things come to those who are patient.


 #used to like my neighbours, until they put a password on their Wi-Fi.


#I’m not shy. I’m just holding back my awesomeness so I won’t intimidate you.


 #You're just as fake as a barbie. Too bad your looks don't make up for it.


# One minute of kissing burns 26 calories. No wonder why sluts are so damn skinny.


 #A little girl seeks revenge but a real woman moves on and let's karma do her dirty work.


#If I worked at a restaurant on Valentine's Day, I would put a fake engagement ring in every girl's drink.


#don't take me for granted cuz like others i wont afraid to walk away.


#every saint have a past. every sinner has a future


# i'm not anti-social, i'm just not into people like you.






okay. enough with the copy paste.upload pulak.hewhewhew

hmm.i'd say 96% true.

but, among all the quotes,i love the most is

  

oh mann, best!  hikhikhik

she.

Love her, When she sips on your coffee.
She only wants to make sure it tastes just right for YOU.

Love her, When she is jealous.
Out of all the men she can have, she choose YOU.

Love her, When she has annoying little habits that drive you nuts.
YOU have them too.

Love her, When her cooking is bad.
She tries for YOU.

Love her, When she makes you watch corny love dramas while the sport is on.
She wants to share these moments with YOU.

Love her, When she spends hours to get ready.
She only wants to look her best for YOU.

Love her, When often her eyes water suddenly.
She actually had a thought of losing YOU.

Take time to make her feel special.


Dedicated to all  wonderful girls that you know :) 

30 hari.

assalamualaikum.
hello October! ohhyeahhhh people! -.- why lah macam excited sangat aku pun nggak ngerti. todayyy, i did nothing that not normal when in holi holi period. terperap di rumah macam tadpole in the coconut shell bak kata dia. (seriously giant?-.-) sooo, today nothing much than watching movie,movie, pampered myself *proses memutihkan diri balik hewhewhew aaand on9 of course. mom just came back from penang . how i wish i can ikut dia.penang, miss that place.huhe. in the evening, sejak aku menjejakkan kaki di tanah lahir ku selepas berperang di exam hall,si papa bertanya sesuatu berkaitan my studies " long ,balik lagi ka di kedah ? memang lah nda kann, next pit stop shah alam okay? pastikan itu *dgn muka garang mcm mau cek ic pendatang asing" and i was like, dalam hati* eerrrr hmmmm yeaaaahhh dad, dont u want to know how bad i did answered my law III paper ????!!  tapi aku jwb kat dia " yaalaaa, hmmmm insyaallahh.*muka xikhlas " mampusssslahhh :/  takut! doa doa doa! haihs macam mana lah nasib ku nih. tolong tolong, my lucky charm, this is the best time for you to shine!*krik krik* anyways, i've been thinking that wanna to go though my slides notes on law III starting next week. yesss, i did bring along my buku slides yang boleh tahan tebal tuh balik sini-.- now you see, i ain't making jokes bout my paper. sampaikan aku punya luggage overweight by 1.9 kg. tapi nasib baik abang yang check in flight tuh noticed betapa cool nya aku smpai dia buat2 taktau ja. haha. perasan ? aku tau. tapi betul lah. haha. oleh kerana itu,firefly bolehh lahhh hmm okayy lahh. haha. not to forget, my lova giant yang tolong tarik beg yang berat tuh, kesian dia kena buli ngn i. apapun , i love you baby. *hand on the chest. haha! overr. brbalik pada current situation, my giant , sabar okay ? dugaans yang mendatang lately. jangan pernah berhenti berdoa kepadaNya. Allah xkan bg dugaan di luar kemampuan hambaNya. be strong. apapun, i will always be with you through thick and thin. i wondered if dia dah balik ke kolej. okay, time to check on my lova.

p/s : today, tepat 30 hari bersama giant x)

momento.

PI005 - 2010-2011
in hoc signo velices :)

i'm sorry giant.

i want this cute creature :)

dawn

i'm finally home. err it was 2days ago. lol. baru sekarang dapat berukband nya dong.-.-' anyway. boring. memang perkataan itu akan di ulang-ulang berkuatkuasa 2hari yang lalu sampai bulan 5 tahun depan. hope that papa bagi gua kerja ? err nahh, he won't let me unless if i go work with him. -.- tapi heh, aku bukan nak kerja sangat pun. yang aku nak sekarang, dad's permission to get car license. puhliss lah boleh dad ? i'm not a lil girl lagi. tak lama lagi nak degree dah. pleeeaseee ? janji xkan nakal2 and banyakmerayau. sikit ja okay xD

i'm officially ends my part as pre-law student in merbokland :') sedih, gembira, mixed feelings.frankly speaking, lebih banyak rasa sedih dari gembira. no more the girlfriends :( rindu mereka. all memories that created there, new experiences, i will never forget. the land, the peoples sangat sangat lah baik. well, eventhough merbok mmg panas and kdg2 berbau 'harun'. haha. yup, no more the merbok's environment :( and the most thing that aku sangat sangat sedih, my last paper , lawIII was so sucked. literally sucked.our law lecturer cik sal yang jaga kami time tuh pun buka ja paper, mengeleng. satu pun tak da dalam spot! yang mmg hampir semua budak2 nih mlm semalam tu study dari spot topics. betul lah kata2 senior sem lalu, law III memang killer no 1 budak law. our akak president pun sampai menangis after jawab paper tuh.even masa our turn, mmg ada yang nangis termasuk aku lah, tapi aku still control g. ya Allah, i'm so scared. macam mana kalau aku tak dapat lepas ? hancus lah semua harapan :( hmm, all i can do now is praying. bila di fikirkan, ni saja pun macam nak mati, layak ka aku untuk degree in law? mampu kah aku ? betulkah jodoh aku ngn law akan terus licin ? sekarang aku berharap kesudahannya akan baik baik saja. sangat sayang , sangat kalau aku xlepas. sebab hanya itu saja, satu tuh saja lagi halangan yang harus aku lalui untuk ke degree law.hmm, no matter what , usaha dulu baru lah serah pada takdir kan? insyaallah, semua okay. really hope that i can go to shah alam next year, with my fellow girlfriends, fulfill our dreams untuk tinggal sama-sama, merayau bersama-sama, busy study bersama-sama. almost everyday, we've planned our life if we go to shah alam :') insyaallah walaupun kadang2 mimpi kami tersangat lah tinggi tapi tidak mustahil we will make it happen. i'm blessed, i know , and i know sometime i go astray, hmm manusia biasa lah. i just hope that i dont let my parents down. hanya itu, at least. *praying*

if i'm not mistaken, today hari last syawal. selamat hari raya buat yang terakhir kalinya untuk tahun ini. xD

scared to death

selamat pagi semua.

 aku bangun2 ja terus keluar bilik degan rambut kusut, muka taktau nak describe macam mana, turun ke bawah. saja nak jalan2, round2 area yang berdekatan la tapi. tak pernah di buat sejak mai merbok nih. haha. hmm,maybe because  tomorrow is the day people!  my final. my only chance. i'm scared. i do,  sebab i am not doing my very best on my last sem there. menyesal? takda masa. padan muka kau. sesungguhnya aku tau , aku boleh.jangan terlalu nervous. jangan terlalu panik. remember, relax, doa, macam nebloga said sem1 and 2 boleh tak kan sem ni xbole ? just now i was texting with my mom and dad. dad was in kl now. huhe. meeting lah tapi. mom kat rumah eh egensi zhulian kot. haha. i cried while texting with them tadi. with all the kata2 semangat and i the memory on the day that they sent me here, all the kesusahan , kena tipu, mau cari bilik en zul kami ulang-alik2 bangunan2 tu semua bukannya dekat. my dad and mom dgn beg, aku sumpah mau menangis masa tuh tengok dorang sabar ja walaupun asyik2 tanya orang d sekeliling salah ja direction, yang ntah lah saja mempermainkan atau salah kami. sudah lah panas masa tu. nasib baik abg senior botak and pakai spek tapi hensem tolong kami. betul2 tolong. we love you lah. heh. anyway, aku sebenaqnya nak tulis pendek ja, macam pnjang pulak dah ni. okay lah. saja nak coret2 . a reminder for me bila aku tengok2 balik post nih, masa aku tgh bergelar pelajar degree in law di shah alam :) insyaAllah. ya Allah permudahkan lah jln hamba mu untuk medapat result yang mampu melayakkan aku ke sana.amin.

p/s: mama and papa , i love you. 

dugaan. ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan.focus.tinggal ini saja lagi.hanya ini peluang aku to catch my dream. harapan ibu bapa. i'm so messed up right now, but must remember my final just in 2 days lagi.

its been ages gua tak main2 hujan. haha. but now, i feels like wanna to dance in the rain. maybe gua boleh kembali segar and release my stress ? hmm, feels so empty. loser. 

tonight , global and law please lah bagi aku nmpk kau menggoda sikit eh banyak.

so aku bernafsu gak nak menghadap kau. haha. toodles!

random.

good morning earth :)

wake up in the morning, and counting days that left here in Merbokland and ended with emotional feeling-.-  i will definitely be missing this place. especially those people yang gua menghadap hari2, PL3D. haha. i love you guys. each every one of you.hope that we could meet again in a better situation of course.saya harap each every one of you turned out to be those who successful out there. its almost a year and a half we've been together and i'll will not forget korang semua. thank you for everything my friends. thank you because you guys want to be friend with me. thank you my three beautiful girlfriends. for all the love, sincerity, laugh, help, advice, supports and semua nya lah :') and yeah, thank you sam. for everything and even  though we end up like this :) anyways, i wish you guys , all the pre lawrians good luck and all the best for the final. hope that takda seorang pun akan me-repeat. insyaallah :) semua akan ke shah alam lah ye ? :')
 

i heart them :)

9 September ;)

assalamualaikum muggles.

retro raya youolls. mak tak ikut pun tema.sory lah nokk.

as like what i've said eh wrote on the previous entry, the pictures of pre lawrians dinner ! :D
:o can't believe just like not more than 2 weeks my course will be officially end. the finals just around the corner people*glup :/ and i haven't start studying. bagus peragai. hmm, anyway, nahh the pictures. tapi xbanyak pun, lagipun saya rasa i'm not having much much fun because of putri and fna didn't came :/ mood jatuh sikit lah and maybe because i was too tired kot on  that day .bersiap pun lambat,bas uitm yang nak bawa kiteorg pergi park avenue lagi sejam mai ambik. so mmg tak lah nak dapat look mcm diva ye dok.haha nahh, my bad -.- siapa soh pi ikut putri and yana overnight kann.-.-' sampai kena marah oleh my giant.haha -.-  okay oaky. enuf membebel. so the pictures.

time nak naik bas uitm. first time naik bas uitm tau!

miya je yg take pic with bas ni. almaklum bkn sng nak nek bas ni kan.HAHA

*baju tunang eh miya ?:p

fatin,ema,shaz,omi :)

gelugoq, awie, abid :)

al divine yg mambang sumbang:p

kami berdua ja :(

omi yang comel!

the menu people.

aturcara

comel ngak kami ? HAHA

ai ai kapten ! :)

our papa cany ! alaa why lah mata begitu ?

tudiaa, malam inspirasi ilmu. ceramah di kala dinner okay. lu ada ?

 sekali lagi , buqukk lah kau ni nyah.haha

okay. cukup setakat itu. ohya, tadi kelas gua yang terakhir , habis pukul 12pm tadi. dan gua orang yang err ke enam or ke tujuh keluar dari kelas tuh. ya ya, gua kalahdengan miyah , putri, fna, azlan untuk merebut title orang yang paling last keluar dari kelas terakhir. tapi gua meme saja je tu.haha. eh kauu azlan, suka ha kau. last sem pun muka kau jugak. anyway azlan ,thankyou for the souvenir from Australia giteww. raya kat luaq negara derr. kelas kau maria ! ahaha .

 P/s: giant , get well very soon, do take your medicine, minum banyak air, take good care of yourself. sayang kau oaky :)

its 5.13 am , and i'm still not sleepin'. oh ya, the dinner pictures will be on the next entry :)

literally

assalamualaikum.

how have you guys been ? heh. i miss blogging frankly, but lately memang busy dengan raya nya , nak balik ke KL to merboukland for my finale. oh yeah, i hope its not too late, hihi. SELAMA HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN semua :)) i didn't make an entry for haari raya -.-' tapi sumpah start gua menjejakkan kaki at my hometown, that night, esoknya i have to go to kk, tidying up the house,beraya ofcouse, openhouse-.- then back to merbok satu kerja pun tak siap! like shit ah gak kena buat my speech and study eco in one day. tapi biasa lah tuh, aku mmg stail keja last minute pun. haha. so alhamdulillah, semua tuh dah siap and aku rasa okay lah tapi dan mmg tak lah excellent. for now, tinggal presentation global, law and test bel342 before my final which is on 21th sept.god. its almost end. my life here in merbok( well i really hope so) huhe.cant wait to pursue my studies and tentunya aku berharap akan buat degree in law.like seriously,  i don't have any backup plan besides taking BLS. and i admit that i dont give my best in my last sem here. i wish we have the undo button in life. but talking about wishes , i must say that i'm a lucky person. well even though i always get in an embarrassing situations -.- but yeah, i am considering that i'm still lucky. since i'm in form 4 i want to be a lawyer. and now, i'm in a right place where i can catch my dream. although my spm result xda lah gempak mana, 2minggu sebelum spm baru nak sedar kan-.- and the muet. check result muet aku lah yang paling lambat. takut and   sumpah aku sangka dapat band 3.yela kan dah first attempt, and before muet aku tak study.saja cari pasal kan. sumpah you can ask my sis-.- tapi mmg kat umah tahap kemalasan aku menjadi kuasa empat gitew. yang c azlan pulak sebok tnya aku stdy macam mana.-.- anyway, the thing is that i realized that i never done something that i'm really really into it.like really put 200% efforts. hurm, tengok. wahai manusia manusia yang bertuah,kalau tak bersyukur lagi mmg lah aku taktau nak kata pa kan. ha, contoh yang paling basic lah nak tunjuk kan korang pun lucky, ambik contoh anak anak somalia . they don't have enough food, a good shelter, medical service tapi kita dengan senang ja dapat. siap yang umor 8 tahun pun ada yang pakai iphone 4 lah,the latest xbox lah. aku cukup nggak ngerti mengapa begitu sekali ? hmm, no wonder dari kecik dah terlalu di manjakan. this is not a proper way. yes it is true we as human do have desire and it is not wrong to fulfill your desire tuh tapi biarlah beragak-agak noh.usaha sendiri jika inginkan sesuatu. and the point is that sometimes we forget to have the feeling of gratefulness. nahh, this is also a reminder for myself too okay. saja nak ckp pasal ni. 

so anyway, mlm ni gua kena study for bel342. the right way to answer the paper, yeah people, -.- i still don't  get used to the format. and this friday if i'm not mistaken, is the pre lawrian's dinner. will be held at the park avenue hotel. annd i will not going to follow the theme of the night which is retro raya-.-' and im sure most of my friends don't follow the theme so no need to feel seperti melungkut ditepian gantang sangat lah kan. hahaha. so for now, hey you nebloga ! i do miss you a lot. kau nakal2 disana awas! do behave giant! and do more patient.biasa lah orentasi memang begitu. haha and don't text me lah if you tgh busy, annoying gila perasaan tgu you reply msg.ergh-.-" 

okay till then , bye muggles born.

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hello earthlings!

I've just arrived from kk.

must rest properly.

seem like the fever doesn't want to come down.

tomorrow have to take part in tidying up the house.

and the books are still patiently waiting to be rape. 

anyway, look what I've found.

cool huh ? haha :D

ain't no place like home :)

assalamualaikum.

i'm home! :) thank you to those yang membantu, meneman, mengingatkan, dan mengacau emosi sepanjang perjalanan itu. thank you Allah for everything :)

tomorrow morning kena pergi kk pulak. shopping ! :)  i'm effin' tired but happy.
thank you. saya sayang kamu kamu semua! <3

#bkn arini, semalam pulak

kelas pukul 2. satu kelas ja. heavenn. dlm kelas madam dorado tadi xbuat pa sbb dah consult dia awal2. double heavennn. petang yang mendung, xpanas. naisss! texting with nebloga only for today, my mom didn't reply message pun-.-' lupa suda ka mentang2 mau balik dah kan. anyway, harini saya rasa macam perempuan :') haha. first time wearing skirt to class. and first time pakai padahal dah lama beli.heh.

hahaha-.-'

see pelajar baik ni. always dtg kelas awai. semangat! haha

lepastu p atm tadi ,hujan. ciss. janganlah tambah demam. and miya , my lovely roomate tgh otw ke kelantan. balik awal , xaci! huhe. semoga selamat sampai ke destinasi. and sayang mu ! <3

p/s: NB ha mau sgt tgk, tgkkk puas2. haahaha :p

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Bil telefon sebuah keluarga naik melambung. Suami telah memanggil suma ahli keluarga untuk berbincang nih.

Suami : Ini dah melampau. Gunakan telefon sesuka hati. Ayah tak gunakan telefon rumah, ayah gunakan telefon tmpt ayah bkrja.

Isteri : Saya pun sama juga, gunakan telefon tempat saya bekerja saja.

Anak : Oh sori. sy gunakan SMS saja. Untuk pnggilan saya gunakan telefon tempat saya bekerja juga.

Bibik : Jadi apa masalahnya? Semua orang gunakan telefon juga  tempat bekerja. Sama dengan saya dong!






 courtesy of budak2 pl3d. 

si jagung pulak.

dutchlady election .

aww, adorable nya si melon :D

http://www.dutchlady.com.my/sharedfiles/press/2011/20110608_N_NST_SUP_pgS10_238f98_Voterspickcornto.pdf

sweet corn menang dutch lady election???!

I want moo melon!
moo melon!
moo melon!*mogok.haha
kbye!

p/s : yang penting skrg aku mau rasa sweet corn nih. you better prove to me that you deserved it!