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assalamualaikum :)

hey all.its been like ages huh,posting a new entry.i even have a thought of deleting this blog but nahh, not now :) so today, i'm still in my mid-sem break of my degree. pretty fast kan as time goes by, i still cant adjusting myself in this new world. frankly speaking, its hard though but i dont even have a second on that. i just go with the flow, and don't think much bout the hard part. shah alam, evethough i may still not get along with my new friends, or may i say new classmates cuz i dont really make friends here-.- my classmates uhm,new faces i mean, except for the class rep assistant and her friend :) and thank you for that. soo the others, not even once show their interest to have a relax chat with me,when outside the class hours,jumpa kat lif tepi jalan ka, they're acting like" we dont know each other so why should i give you a  friendly smile or what not". until now but however lately just a few of them.but still, down gila tau? :(  tapi despite that, ever since the first time i met them, i think you guys amaze me with your brain.semua pandai2 belako mak kau takut aku. tapi mgkn yg sebenarnyalah kan,maybe because uhmm they're shy or its just their ways.or maybe i did something or buat semak je to their vision only God knows. imma stop making assumption now cuz diri sendiri pun buat bagus sgt ye dok. hurmm, one more thing, back then in merbok, depa ada considerations juga la kan, here, potong queue org lain, simple word no manners. everybody was so selfish, tau lah mmg kena selfish for yourself but dont put too much of that dear. it's still inappropriate regardless who you are or what "zaman" you are in.notetomyself also.BUT, as what i said, i still cant make up to this new world but i will always try to blend in and who knows when i'm posting new entry later, naik cerita i dah ada teman baik baru uols  . hamboiss tapi teman balik lama tetap di hati. gituu. enough ber negative vibe, tapi mana ada negative sgt lah its just luahan hati and sukahatiakulahblogaku khan. anywaysss, the upcoming second term of my sem, plenty of assignment must be done and submit as well as tests. contract test is just around the corner and i'm still membuta tengok dinding. munira ismail bila lah kau mau sedar ni, study dari awal tamau, degil-.- tapiii tapiii aku adalah lah berubah siiiikitt ,xda lah keras kepala sgt. haa tau takut juga kau ni.ada perasaan,bagus.usaha bagi tingkatkan lagi tau.my lecturers here semuanya awesome and brilliant and comel and cantik2 belaka lah. bangga sekejap :) tapi sepatutnya la kann, aku kena study contract tapi tetiba buat entry pahal-.- punya reluctant untuk study terserlah disitu. shame on you.haih manusia mmg xpandai belajar dari kesilapan, ok2 fione. manusia bernama munira saja mcm ni punya degil nnt belajar last mins menyesal gila mau taubat lah apa lah, tapi xpernah bertaubat pun.ok i go die now.


tapi before that, BIRTHDAEWINGS | HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY DAESUNG! :)

aww how cute is that ! ;)