why were we always misunderstand and don't understand to each other? with this, can we eventually survive ? sometime i didn't mean to make things big. i'm just saying.  

random rants.

someone asked me, why i did not really use bahasa sabah in in my blog ? hahaha. my answer : ainaa siou, rilex baa genk, aku mau tanya kau paham nda apa yang aku tulis ? buli ba kan kau paham kannn, naah cuba durang2 kwn ku disni , nda kau pingsan durang eni mambaca bapinar2 yang mata nda paham.haha. aku tatap urang sabah sama2 sumandak ka asi2 ka yg disini ,bacakap juga aku sabah teda2 la mau betrep2 kehel baa pula aduina. lagipun suka ku la baaa blogku juga.haha.:p ba jd rilek2 ja ba kamu. :)

rants.

i can't. even. focus. for. at. least. 1. hour. damn. balik2 rehat xsampai 1jam mana menahan. -.- i just need to change my habit and stay strong. studying last mins won't work for degree but if study awal2 rasa reluctant gila aih,-.- ya Allah lindungilah aku dari bisikan and hasutan syaiton.amiin.hmm

contract-.- rebus buku pastu minum berharap dpt master subject yang berkenan bole ?

shame

assalamualaikum :)

hey all.its been like ages huh,posting a new entry.i even have a thought of deleting this blog but nahh, not now :) so today, i'm still in my mid-sem break of my degree. pretty fast kan as time goes by, i still cant adjusting myself in this new world. frankly speaking, its hard though but i dont even have a second on that. i just go with the flow, and don't think much bout the hard part. shah alam, evethough i may still not get along with my new friends, or may i say new classmates cuz i dont really make friends here-.- my classmates uhm,new faces i mean, except for the class rep assistant and her friend :) and thank you for that. soo the others, not even once show their interest to have a relax chat with me,when outside the class hours,jumpa kat lif tepi jalan ka, they're acting like" we dont know each other so why should i give you a  friendly smile or what not". until now but however lately just a few of them.but still, down gila tau? :(  tapi despite that, ever since the first time i met them, i think you guys amaze me with your brain.semua pandai2 belako mak kau takut aku. tapi mgkn yg sebenarnyalah kan,maybe because uhmm they're shy or its just their ways.or maybe i did something or buat semak je to their vision only God knows. imma stop making assumption now cuz diri sendiri pun buat bagus sgt ye dok. hurmm, one more thing, back then in merbok, depa ada considerations juga la kan, here, potong queue org lain, simple word no manners. everybody was so selfish, tau lah mmg kena selfish for yourself but dont put too much of that dear. it's still inappropriate regardless who you are or what "zaman" you are in.notetomyself also.BUT, as what i said, i still cant make up to this new world but i will always try to blend in and who knows when i'm posting new entry later, naik cerita i dah ada teman baik baru uols  . hamboiss tapi teman balik lama tetap di hati. gituu. enough ber negative vibe, tapi mana ada negative sgt lah its just luahan hati and sukahatiakulahblogaku khan. anywaysss, the upcoming second term of my sem, plenty of assignment must be done and submit as well as tests. contract test is just around the corner and i'm still membuta tengok dinding. munira ismail bila lah kau mau sedar ni, study dari awal tamau, degil-.- tapiii tapiii aku adalah lah berubah siiiikitt ,xda lah keras kepala sgt. haa tau takut juga kau ni.ada perasaan,bagus.usaha bagi tingkatkan lagi tau.my lecturers here semuanya awesome and brilliant and comel and cantik2 belaka lah. bangga sekejap :) tapi sepatutnya la kann, aku kena study contract tapi tetiba buat entry pahal-.- punya reluctant untuk study terserlah disitu. shame on you.haih manusia mmg xpandai belajar dari kesilapan, ok2 fione. manusia bernama munira saja mcm ni punya degil nnt belajar last mins menyesal gila mau taubat lah apa lah, tapi xpernah bertaubat pun.ok i go die now.


tapi before that, BIRTHDAEWINGS | HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY DAESUNG! :)

aww how cute is that ! ;)

blue o.0

yeah you got it. its big bang new song. i am a kpop lover ? ohh not the exact term but i do listen and watch korean movie sometimes.not anti-kpop would be better. haha :) anyway why is it am i posting about blue, because lately, ive been sleeping while listening to this song. repeatedly. haha-.-

so this is the song.(kepada yg xtahu) kbai.

words of wisdom

1) It is never too late to ask for Allah's forgiveness. 

2) Judge a man by two ways: How he treats his inferiors and how he reacts when pushed into a corner (under pressure).

3) Words spoken in jest are usually the truth. 

4) My opinions matter. But sometimes others' matter too.

5) If someone throws shit at you, keep it. When u've compiled enough send it back to them in the form of fertilizers. 

6) In an argument, always be the bigger person. No matter how infuriating it may get.

7) Trust few but trust them wholeheartedly.

8) Selfishness is encouraged but in moderate doses.

9) You can choose your friends: so choose the ones that can benefit you, not pull you down.

10) Crying helps.

The most painful lesson of all: You cant always have what you want, but sometimes that denial is the very thing that you need

i took those words from someone else which makes me feel that i should share this one lah kan. as a highlight, so you don't think ze words from me lah qann. soo u'olls boleh lah renung2kan sekali gitu :) anyway, i've been thru the whole last week as a law student in shah alam campus pulak. hectic, dgn panasnya cuaca dan tentunya memenatkan not to mention otak juga sedikit degil utk cooperate-.- almost 6months terperap dekat rumah mkn meggi hari2 pula kan xheran lah saya jika semakin lembap. ya Allah,bantulah daku untuk melalui cabaran dan dugaan yg mendatang di sini.amiin. For this week, me got 2days off. yay! im a happy kid :))) haha. baguslah sangatt kan, cuti lagi bebanyak tambahlah lembap-.- and this kesat things makes me feel upset or angry ntahlah dont ask. anyhow i still have to march this Thursday. -.- and have to prepare mentally also kot2 kena tengking ka, kena bahan ka kan. but whatever lah. who cares. okay i am. kthanksbai.